Iranian-born Sara Rahbar lives and works in New York. Using a range of different media, she explores the intricacies and contradictions of the human situation, often with an autobiographical theme. Her current exhibition, The Space Between Us, runs at Dubai’s Carbon 12 until 5 January 2021.
How has your day-to-day life been affected by the pandemic?
SR: I have enjoyed the silence immensely. But not being able to travel around searching for strange objects, not being able to go to the foundry to continue working on my bronze sculptures, these things have been very challenging for me. I’m at a loss for words at times. I have been at home in New York with my two dogs, Sophie and Oliver.
I have been fostering Oliver during the pandemic. He is an animal testing survivor, like Sophie. They came from the same laboratory. I wound up adopting him because I could no longer imagine life without him. He’s a furry little angel. My dogs have helped me to maintain my sanity during this challenging time. As well as lots of meditating, running, nature walks, cooking amazing vegan food, and working, always working, no matter what.
Thinking about your work, what impact has the pandemic had on your creative output?
I have had to shift, grow and change. I’ve had to discover new ways of living, working, and being. Change is inevitable. I wish it didn’t have to be such a pressure cooker, but it is what it is. I began a new body of work entitled Animals, which I am showing in my current exhibition at Carbon 12.
Have you adapted or changed the sort of work you do, or used different media and approaches?
Absolutely, and I have enjoyed the shift, it was a breath of fresh air, a new beginning. I am learning to enjoy the ride, to embrace change and uncertainty, attempting to understand and finetune my artistic style and language, to be open to new media and ways of seeing and working. With Animals, I am experimenting with paper, paint, ink, oils… Playing around with different ideas and colours, and trying to develop a new way of communicating the concepts that I have been working with for the past decade.
Has the pandemic changed how you perceive yourself as an artist and maker of art?
I’m not sure, it’s not over yet, we’re still in it. I’m not sure what the future will bring. I’m taking it one minute at a time, trying to survive and hopefully thrive. So much uncertainty, all my plans have fallen away. I have surrendered. Some days it’s tense, uncomfortable. Trying to hold things together, so that they don’t fall apart. Trying to continue working in the midst of this tornado, that’s spinning around the world, endlessly. Trying to make work that’s a reflection of this life: raw, unforgiving, uncompromising, brutally honest. In piecing this work together, I am piecing myself back together. Making work is my attempt at understanding life. It’s not about art, it’s about being alive on this planet, constantly wrestling around with yourself and others, and attempting to survive this thing that we all know so little about. Grasping at nothing, trying desperately to hold on to something, because all of this uncertainty is deafening, crippling. Some days are great, but other days I have a panic attack just trying to buy toothpaste.